Thursday, July 16, 2009

Isabella Grace Is One Month Old Today... And The Contest

Our little girl is 1 month old today. I have dealt with a lot of different emotions the last month.

Joy, Fear, Sadness, Hope, laughter, helplessness, thankfulness, doubt, confusion, exhaustion, brokenness, fulfillment, compassion, loneliness, humility, and joy again... to name a few, and in no exact order.

To finally get to meet our daughter. But, then to be kept from touching her, let alone holdind her, for almost a week, was heart breaking, but humbling, as well.

To then bring her home, but feel like 2 weeks were, in a sense, stolen from my time with her, that I was gipped, was consuming me some of these past nights. I was telling the Lord, "I feel like I am 2 weeks behind everyone. 2 weeks behind a newborns feeding needs. 2 weeks behind my body trying to recuperate. 2 weeks behind my husband and his needs. 2 weeks behind our friends and family that I know what to see the baby, but I dare not come off the mountain for fear of still not having the nursing down. 2 weeks behind the rest of the world that has continued to spin, regardless of my pity party."

The Holy Spirit impressed on me this verse that I have clung to often the past few years, especially when dealing with Tim and his spinal cord injury:

"Not only so, but we also rejoice in our sufferings, because we know that suffering produces perseverance; perseverance, character; and character, hope. And hope does not disappoint us, because God has poured out his love into our hearts by the Holy Spirit, whom he has given us." Romans 5:3-5

Why wasn't I recalling all the answered prayer? How the Lord had answered the desires of our hearts? Why was I dwelling on the suffering, instead of rejoicing in it? Why, the Word of God says that suffering produces perserverance, and that produces character, and that hope!!! And just like God's Word says, hope did not disappoint. Our Isabella is home with us. Healthy. God truly poured out his love unto our family by bringing Isabella Grace into our family. So, on this day, 1 month after she came into this world, I will rejoice, rejoice, rejoice!!

Care to join me?






Some of Isabella's favorite things at one month old:

"My big sister and 4 big brothers"



"Bath time with my brothers looking on, while they take a bath, too"



"Talking to my Mommy as she sings her 'Purty Grace, Purty-Purty Grace' song to me over and over and over..."



"And Mama's milk, of course!"

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Now, for the caption contest... naming the picture below of my niece, Sonoma, holding Isabella Grace.



There were lots of great entries, and I can't seem to pick just one. Will you help me decide? The winner gets a choice of giftcard to Starbucks or ITunes. (Please submit your vote for your favorite on the poll on the TOP of my sidebar. The poll closes Monday night at 9pm, pst.)

Choose from these great ones:

1. Tammy on the go said:
"Is she mine?"



2. Cheesemakin' Mama said:
"Mommy in the making"



3. Miguel said:
"I have the perfect thing for that acne!"



4. Dani Joy said:
"One day I want one just like you."



5. Karizma said:
"God was not lying when he said he fearfully and wonderfully made you!"



And an honorable mention goes to my baby Daddy, Tim, for his entry:
"A touch is worth a thousand words."

Thanks so much to everyone that joined in. A special shout out to Nicole for de-lurking... I knew you could do it, girl!

11 comments:

Cheesemakin' Mamma said...

You are so right. Even in the midst of suffering you have so much to be thankful for. A great reminder to us all.

BTW, thanks for the absolutely sweet comment you left for me on my "Cooking From Scratch, Prt 1" post. I'm not there yet, but I'm certainly striving for it.

God bless!

j said...

"Is she mine?" is my favorite. Good post. I totally know what you mean. All those emotions you feel after a baby comes. Normalcy is coming Veronica!! I will pray for you. Bless you. Oh cute pics too. I think Isabella is off to a great start with her family who adores her.
Jessica

Unknown said...

What a dear family! You all are so cute. Love that new picture.

It may not all be just emotional, you may still have some hormonal changes going on. but yes, you can decide to rejoice even in the midst of hormone changes. Love that you ended your post with rejoycing!

Thanks for the sweet comments and for picking my caption. too cool.

Love the pictures!

Jenna said...

She is so adorable! I wish she was mine, but you are a wonderful mom, so i would never be able to compare to you:)I hope your there on sunday, i cant wait to see her pretty little face in person.

~Jenna Addy

Cheesemakin' Mamma said...

Just had to say thank you for you comment on my blog regarding the QF discussion. I appreciate that we can agree to disagree and do so in a loving, Christian manner. I don't feel judged, I feel loved! That is the way it is supposed to be. Your Sis in Christ, Jackie

Daniel White said...

Good post above, I have gone through similar emotions in the past, and often. You are right, rejoice rejoice rejoice.

Chris@Joyful Mother said...

I can totally relate to those emotional ups and downs and ups and downs.....Help me Lord!!!

You are a very blessed mama. This is what we have to focus our hearts and minds on...the Good that He has done already.

Isabella is sooooo sweet and getting so big. What a cutie. Love the pic of the little boys getting out of the bath and Isabella in her little tub.

Blessings,

Chris

Cinnamon said...

What a beauty! To have and to hold :-) soo sweet.

Thanks for visiting too :-)

~Cinnamon

Kristi said...

I wish I could fly across the country and give her a snuggle of my own, but I think I would still have to wait int line. I think I feel more love in your posts than in any other blog I read.

The Dodson's said...

Veronica!
Your post brought me to tears....I know all those emotions all too well, but the way you humbled yourself and poured your heart out was amazing! You are amazing! I am always praying for you and Isabella, and the whole family!
Love you!

Unknown said...

Many thanks and sorry for not leaving contact. I thought I did. I can be reached at sgonzalez@kcet.org or (323) 953-5378.